Sunday 19 February 2017

WEEK OF FREEDOM

Parents went to Cancun for a week and I survived... Well i had Ainsley with me to stay and keep me from not burning the house down ect...
Nice week of chilling and being ill and now i can cook! i really like it now, before i wasn't very confident but now I'm really enjoying it. I don't enjoy spending money to buy the food lol who does but i can actually cook.
I've made a couple of pinoy dished but nothing too big and difficult but i'm super proud of myself and want to learn more. I've realised I've become more independent without my parents and i can now see how i can grow if i wasnt living at home and having constant restrain from my parents or worrying about what time i need to be home ect. I have to give props to ainsley hes helped - just being there and i know he likes his own space

Wednesday 4 January 2017

2017

welcome 2017 you bitch!
You better treat me good and give me all that i need to become the person i want to be by the end of the year.

Come at me bro


Catch up 2016

XMAS was amazing with my fam and Ainsely's! So much fun, food and laughter it was wonderful...Feel even closer to his family and even tho mine wont admit or express it that much...they love him too. 2016 has been a rollercoaster, its had its ups and downs but in 2017 I will try not to focus on the negatives more than the positives. Ive realised i did that quite often in 2016 so for me to progress emotionally i have to think about how lucky and grateful i am and where i am. Plus i hate being on the pill 2016 has been shit for my hormones since changing and being on the pill but anywayssssss
Its been a a year and cant believe its passed but i looking back and reflecting on the year i have done a lot in a sense of i went back to uni i went to Philippines and took Ainsley with me which just brought us even closer (which i thought was impossible) and also meeting my fam and Maddie is a BIG thing and i knew he'd fit in so well and my family would love and approve of him.
As i'm typing this the year is over now and well its 2017 and i want to proper dedicate this year to ME and how i can self progress not just mentally but also physically...
wish me luck
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